Me & Kellie - finishing our first 5K, March 2009. |
I stopped when I found out I was pregnant with MJ, the summer of 2009. I actually ran a race in June and found out I was pregnant a few weeks later. That 5K race I got my PR of 31.20. I actually was feeling good about running and was enjoying it. I stopped just to be careful.
I picked up running again in May 2010, 2 months after MJ. It was short lived. I just didn't have the time nor energy with a 2 month old to commit to running. When we moved to MS in December, I thought, now I have the time! And I did, until May this year. Basically until JJ was out for the summer and the temperatures were averaging in the mid-90's everyday. So I stopped. I have been on a 10 week hiatus. And feel it more than ever. My joints hurt. I'm tired. I SEE it. That's the most troubling of all. Seeing the difference. Weight wise I really haven't fluctuated either direction. But the weight is no longer muscle.
While in Texas I talked to Brandon's cousin, Tamara. She has a son who is about 6 months younger than JJ. They are literally two peas in a pod. They are the definition of goofy. Anyway, we talked at Easter and again on this trip about running. Tamara and her brother, Tyler, ran the Country Music 1/2 marathon in Nashville this past April. She was never a runner, but was motivated to do something positive for herself. Her brother helped with motivation and together they accomplished their goal. She had so much fun (because if you're a runner and have run just one race, you KNOW its addicting) that she's already planning next year.
This got me thinking. I loved running. I loved everything about it. The time to myself to zone out and just be in my thoughts. The time you can have alone to just meditate - I listen to some really great music when I run that is spiritually uplifting. I MISS THAT. I miss that quite time with God when I run. Could I do a 1/2 marathon? Could I actually see myself completing 13.1 miles?
Jury's still out on that one. Its a long way, folks. My friend in DE, Kellie and I ran a 10K one time, cold turkey. We had both done 5K's no problem and just signed up for a 10K. She was more prepared than I, but the hills killed us. No training = BAD experience. We finished though. But a 10K is only 6.2 miles. So double that for a half marathon?! Ugh.
I can't let the monstrosity get in my way. Just saying 13.1 miles makes my head do a loop. I think - I drove less than that to get to work everyday in DE?! Kelli - you are crazy!!! So starting next Monday I am beginning my program (like how I'm giving myself plenty of days to get psyched?!). I will get up at 7am and I will do the workout that I have and not feel overwhelmed. I will stay positive. I know I will like the results.
Look for updates. I'll let you know what I decide about the 1/2.
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